Well lets see, my mind is a whirlphool of fucked up non-htinking. i have no idea how i work and why, its all weird like and i have no idea why.... ok, so now im laying the dramatic and prepp 4-1-1 on you: lets see... hmm... ok, My ex whom i broke up with just found himself a boyfriend, I am SOOOO happy for him for real, but it bugs me... i feel like his boyfriend is steeling something from me and my ex is just fine with that and its such a stupid mentality cuz i dont own him or control him and it was myself who broke up with him (and effectivly tore any right of ownership i had if any) but for some stupid reason this hurts, this perdicament and thats what annois me. i dont like to be hurt and expecially when im hurt for no reason, cuz this shouldent hurt... maybe its just karma or something, im getting back what i did to Sverrir (that i hurt him by breaking up with him)... wish this didnt annoy me, cuz i want to be really there for him and be able to be truly happy for him... hmm... im fucked up.

PEACE OUT!